doom with a view

well the easter bunny came back from the dead and saw his shadow this sunday, so i guess that's a good thing. haven't been bloggin much. i will write something now. i think it will be nice to take a vacation to austin, i think i need to get out of missouri for a while, it's starting to bring me too irrevocably close to the brink of insanity. i fear that. got pretty sunburned for the first time in many years. i am suffering now for years of pale nerddom. i'll get over it. itches pretty badly and hasn't started peeling yet. hope these particularly uncomfortable days are coming to an end.

adam has made a pact with himself to get in shape this summer. i'm off to a pretty good start, now only to maintain the routine and habitualize it. adam does not want to be a skinny beanpole anymore. adam is 27 years old, and feels he looks 15. this is no longer acceptable, the flashing alarm went off, and now we're gonna take care of business.

i've also noticed a gradual increase in the amount of smoking that i've been doing, the antithesis of good health. just an extra one here or there. i'm officially noticing a pack a day disappearing, whereas for the years previous it has usually fallen short of that. giveth, and taketh away.

today is a mind numbing monday. usual bland, barely conscious routine. paperwork keeps me off the phone, that is a good thing. i must go buy vitamins and other things i can't remember right now. i see my tele and would rather do that for the rest of the day. i hate going to the store, making sobering appointments, meticulously applying inflection within the opportune moments in conversation in which they arise.